Yours Truly

2010-05-14T10:54:00.000-07:00

Ya , I am back. HAHAHA
Was struggling for my midyear this few weeks.
And all last minute work man , just hope for a border line pass .
And i guess i left out my baby for exams and friends outing.
Baby , kind of sorry.
Although we spend like lesser time together , but i still love you okayy.
I bet you won't dare to say that you are not.
HAHAHA.
I miss you like a mad girl man.
Wanted to meet you, but.... I am super duper sorry.
Blame me because i am really a busy woman recently.
Our love won't change right , HAHAHA . I really love you.

Okay , spend my day with four crazy ladies.
Vivo-Chu's house-Bugis- HomeSweetHome .
Lot of crazy , funny and scary(i bet so)moments .
And i love you four.

2010-05-09T05:40:00.000-07:00

Dear Qingting and Jolene ;)

Density = Mass / Volume
Acceleration = (final velocity -initial velocity)/time
Speed = Dist./time
Displacement is the area under the velocity-time graph
Acceleration is the gradient of velocity-time graph
Velocity is the gradient of displacement-time graph
Force = Mass x Acceleration
Weight = mass x gravitational acceleration
Work done = force x //distance
Power = energy / time
Gravitational Potential Energy = Mass x Gravitational Acc. x Height
Kinetic Energy = 1/2 x mass x speed x speed
Moment = force x perpendicular dist.
refractive index (n) = sin i / sin r
n = speed of light in air / speed of light in medium
n = 1 / sin C .
Velocity = frequency x wavelength
Frequency = 1/ Period
Voltage = Resistance x Current
Power = Current x Voltage
Energy = Power x time
Charge = current x time
energy = charge x voltage
1/R = 1/r1 + 1/r2+1/r3 PARALLEL RESISTOR
R = R1 + R2 + R3 Series (??)

Mission completed !
Study hard , my love .
Rest early and good luck for tomorrow's paper .

2010-03-15T06:40:00.000-07:00

Mr Victor is complaining that my blog is super dead .
Friday went Parkway with Jiahui ,Violet and Qingting .
Bought SHINee's name tags , so happy .
Then went Jiahui's house for MusicBank ,
then gambling . HAHAHA , i won some money .
Then Baby came my house .
Played awhile then fall asleep , so baby stay overnight at my house .
Saturday went to cut bangs , eat and esplanade . -with Violet , Jiahui and QingTing
Baby came my house again .
Have cat fight with Baby , because he too guailan le .
A bit problem with team , but all settled .

2010-03-06T08:47:00.000-08:00

Honestly , I am trying to make sure something here .
I just that i wanted to be friend with everybody that i love .
I don't hope that any of you will end our friendship just for some little jokes or quarrel .
Ya , you guys mean alot to my life . Having you guys make a very big difference to my life .
This applied to my classmates . As i said , i might not know you guys when we will in lower sec but till now i think we gone through alot of things together . I guess especially our N' . We studied so hard together just to be qualified for Sec.5 and now we did it . So let continue to fight the monster which is O level . We might not be very united but we are still a class . We always have conflicts among us but we are still Sec.5A . God gave us this class , these teacher so let's treasure . The most we have together is seven months . Treasure this seven months together . Where in the earth can we find this kind of class anymore . Remember the fun moments we have together . Trying to cheat during PE lessons and caught by Keith Koh together , Trying to joke during Mr.Chew's lesson just make the lesson more enjoyable . Everybody studying so hard during Mdm Toh's lesson . I love this kind of life with you guys . Forget about the past and enjoy school together . Friends and classmates aren't easy to find okay , especially these kind who are good to us . I seriously don't hope to see us hurting each other and quarreling with each other . I love you guys ! ^^

2010-03-05T07:25:00.000-08:00

I am trying my very super duper best to write this post before i fall asleep after this tiring day . Maybe after i wrote this post , i might forgot whatever i said . But i still want post this .
Just finish my Adam Khoo 's camp in school for the past 3 days . Cried for the last two days .
Things i want say that i didn't have the chance to do it .
To my parents who i think won't see it here ;
Mum and Dad that i need the most .
I am sorry i wasn't the bet daughter .
Always trying to be rebellious .
I thank you alot for bring there always for me .
You bring me here and keep me healthy for these 16 years .
I am so remorseful when I can understand how much you guys felt so hurt when i drop from express to normal(a) .
You guys still believe that I can do it , i thank you for that .
I will do my best to achieve my goals that i have set .
Lastly , i love you guys ! ^^

To my beloved boy ;
You were also the one that i can go forward to when I difficulty with family , friends , teammates and classmates .
You support on everything that I do .
Thank you for your love and understanding .
Forgive me if i did wrongly , i will change to a better person .
Lastly , i truly love you .

To Team'MJR ;
Since Day One when i know you guys , i haven never regret knowing you guys .
You guys share your love , happiness , sadness , troubles and even saliva no matter when we are having trainings or matches . During Zonals , we guys have the same target . When we miss our chance for a better placing , we cried as Team'MJR . Conflicts happens but i know they won't be long terms . I never regret having you guys as teammates . You guys might not be close to me , but we shared victory and failure together . We might not love each other like we love our boyf , but we are still a team . We wear the same jersey for matches , and fight as one . Like we always say , One for all & All for one . Now that it will be the last year for majority of us , I truly hope that we will fight together as one till the end of our matches . Lastly , i love you guys .

To My 5A fellow classmates ;
God give the path to drop to NA and landed on this class called 3A . At that time , i didn't know you guys much . Neither do i really love to be in the class . Sooner after i adapt to this class , i found out that this class is a very good class . Not far after i adapted to it , we became 4A . Teachers change , classroom also change . But i began to love you guys more and more . You guys really create a funny and good environment the fellow class to study . For that , i thank you guys . And now , we became the 5A . And now i love you guys to the bottom of my heart . I do hope you guys can strike well for your O level . Love you guys a lot .

Guys , i might not have the courage to say these face to face .
But whatever i say is the TRUTH .
And i seriously love you guys that much .
Thanks for that ^^

2010-02-25T02:23:00.001-08:00

Monday's training was abit late , like so play a few match and that was the training .
Tuesday went to comic connection to buy hyungjoon's name tag .
Wednesday was match with AHS , lost with the score is 52-30 .
Thursday was just the day with 4 POA lessons and remedial :/

Took back some common test papers , all best by now .
All the best for my O' ^^
And i love my baby !^^

2010-02-04T05:51:00.000-08:00

I rather no life than a far-distance friendship .

Ha , went for CPID today .
It was so . . .
Then went rainbow for late lunch, damn nice .
Ha , talk about old school life with team .
MEMORABLE HUH .

Baby , i miss you .

2010-02-02T03:07:00.000-08:00

TeamManjusri , you played a good game yesterday :)

Lonely is what i feel now .

2010-01-29T04:04:00.000-08:00

I shall use one word to say about my week ; unlucky .
As usual , my Monday was given to lessons and training .
Then Tuesday went to bugis with team .
Wednesday was training again .
Then Thursday's match with AHS , lost .
Got my new phone confiscated by a teacher -.-
Quarreled while wanting to rush as we got match , super dulan la .
Lost and i guess because most of us were off-form .
But i know we shouldn't give any excuses like this .
So team , play well on the next one alright .
Shall forget those unhappy moments and train hard tmrw .
Girls , cheerup okay ?
Friday , tiring due to the match the day before .
My hand was abit burnt by the chlorine during practical :/
But it was fun , laughters all around .
Went to ahyi after school after school , and took the same bus with my Qingting :)

I seriously love 5A !
Looking at how they cheat during PE lessons and how they disturb during Mr Chew's and Mrs Chan's make my day very high .
The actions that they do as they cheat look so funny la , if i record down everyone will laugh .

I want my phone back , need to wait till next POA lesson , sibei sian lor .

I LOVE TEAMMJR ;
I LOVE VICTOR ;
I LOVE SS501 ;
I LOVE 5A .

2010-01-16T08:23:00.000-08:00

Things calms down for me a little .
Not to be too agitated about everything that happened .
Thinking of all those unhappy memories , i feel so stupid .
The closest person with you might not be the best .
You might not know what happening but you should find out from others .
You get how you treat others , understand ?
Think about your actions in the past , no matter you were with who .
Life is miserable ?
That is what others got .
I can't believe that you will such a person .
In the first , just don't get close to me .
Since you dislike it , just fuck off to a far place .
Acting as good just make you bad .
I really can't tolerate that you said those things .
We did no wrong to you at the first place , that why we feel in the same way .
If you like doing in your way , then continue it .
We can still have our normal life , anyway the life very enjoyable .

Baby , our 2nd year anniversary is coming le .
I might not have the time to really celebrate exactly the day with you .
I apologise for that .
I cannot make it due to no matter studies or basketball or whatsoever .
I know you will seriously feel sad, but i am really sorry .

Boy , love you for the way you really is .
You don't have to act like others in front of you .
You are just you okay .
Two years already , and we will still continue till marriage okay .
Remember our first meet , at the basketball court ?
It's don't seems far , just like months ago .
We had been together 2 years leh , 2 years leh !
I really love you !
Forget about our stupid little quarrels laa , they are seriously stupid .
I can't imagine days without you , i guess it will fucking miserable la .
I still remember everything about us la .
Our trips to many places , i bet you still remember .
Happy that you can now communicate with my parents so well , sometimes it is better than me .
From last time that you are disagreed by them , till now that you are so friend with them .
Happy to see they agree you huh .
Boy , I really touched for whatsoever you done for me .
Thank god for giving a wonderful and perfect boyfriend to me .
It is really a blessing to have you .
I really love you a lot , crazy about you .
Sorry if i did any stupid things in front of you , which i guess i did many .
Boy , i got a lot of things to tell you but i don't know how to say now .
But i really , truly love you .
Thanks for supporting me in many ways .

I love my baby !

2010-01-08T02:23:00.000-08:00

Pissed off to see my name there .

What you get is what you did .
You might not knew it , but I don't think anyone did wrong you .
You are the reason .
Don't blame for that , reflect on yourself for what you have done .
People might not say it out , but that doesn't mean you can do it again and again.
Treating it as nothing happen .
You thought of yourself only .
Damn pissed off , keep quiet only .
You were out of my life since it had started .
Ya, and life seems happier .
I have my own happy life without you .

2010-01-07T05:38:00.000-08:00

Sad to say that school started .
Every lesson seems to be very bored .
Classmates are still there to create jokes .
Eastzone's draw are out , all teammanjusri should know le .
Homeworks is all I stress about , making crazy .
Poly open house today , i chose temasek poly .
But it was too crowded , so just left .
Long never say my boy le , i miss him .

Pissed off to see my name .

2010-01-01T01:15:00.000-08:00

Guys , Happy New 2010 Year !
Went for steamboat with my 5 beloved .
Then bused to Junfang's house for steamboat again .
Left her house after the tv show(Together) ended .
Went home to bathe then train down to Simei .
Meet baby and his cousins .
Managed to reach before countdown .
Went down to play 'rocket firework' at a nearby playground .
Something funny happened to baby , the joke of the day .
Cabbed down to Katong for pool and lan .
First time playing L4D , nice but gross .
Played till 4 plus , we walked to the place for our late supper/ early breakfast ?
Joke with the things in the stall , funny enough for me to stay awake .
Cabbed home because we didn't want to take bus home .
Home sweet home !

2009-12-19T04:15:00.000-08:00

Firstly , Happy 1 Year 11 Months with my beloved Victor Wee ! :)

Yesterday went to take N level results , I managed to pass .
I got 10 , just nice for the promise between daddy and me .
Haha , daddy i want that hor .
I will work hard for next year O's , here i come .
Congrats to those who promoted , jiayous .

Today friendly with AI and Deyi .
Afterthat went Katong then Parkway to meet Violet , Jiahui and Qingting .
Window shopping and again window shopping was what we did .
Then Bugis jiu home sweet home .

2009-12-11T10:44:00.000-08:00

I came back from Segamat !
I miss Victor !

081209
Cabbed to school at 7 plus .
Board bus .
Check in , Violet , Yvonne and Jolene were in my room .
Then water polo , divided into two groups .
Had a great game .
Then high tea , nice meals .
Went for our first match , lost but worth it .
Then KFC for supper , not full enough :/
Inside joke ; the staffs there are funny , and they don't know what i say and same to me when they speak . But i seriously understand the last point !
Ate cup noodles with Violet .
Everyone tired and strictly no toning , so all sleep .

091209
Woke up for breakfast , buffet ~
Then mountain climbing to waterfall .
Halfway a iguana crawl past us , i thought was baby crocodile !
Almost fall when saw that .
Then everyone have fun there at the waterfall and i gain a blueblack above my heels .
Then bathe and ate .
Slept during free and easy , i bet everyone ?
Then match .
Supper with the local team , we joke around .
The loudest among all , i guess .
Inside joke ;
Jolene make the pig sound , everyone laughed .
Steffi quarreled because she wanted everyone to admit she is a dog .
Steffi noticed something disgusting .
Everyone fighting for Kang Kong and Sotong .
Afterthat , talk with local team's player .
Know new friends .
Went 7-11 , back to resort .
B'girls and Coach lied on the floor to see the whole sky of stars .
We even saw 6 shooting stars .
Then went back to bathe .
Me , Yvonne , Steffi and Ms Tan went to carpark to see stars .
Too cloudy so we chat about other topics .
Then i guess i saw one more shooting star .
Back to resort till 4 plus then we went back our room to slept .

101209
We missed our breakfast again ; like last year .
Then chiong to pack and etc .
Board bus then went shopping .
We went wrong shopping mall , i guess .
Not many thing to buy .
Then we home sweet home .
Me , Jiahui and Violet went Iluma's Comic Connection for SS501's things .
I start to like them , especially baby :)

111209
Worked as a flyer giver , good pay .
Went PS's Comic Connection, but nothing to buy .

Boy , don't need to have funny feelings .
I love you , okay .
I miss you , really .
Meet me soon .

2009-11-26T10:32:00.001-08:00

Today went to see Ahyi , she looks better already :)
Ahyi , Jiayous .

Yesterday , St. Margret & Deyi came for Friendlies .
Don't wish to say much about it .
Qingting , I help you beat the floor okay ?
With knife and forks and spoon , like eating like that .
Afterthat , we went Bubbletea shop .
Coach treat us drink and eat , so good .
Thank you coach .
Then home sweet home with ahboyboy and Jiahui .

M.

2009-11-17T07:42:00.000-08:00

朋友，勉强是没有幸福的。
Guys , busy with training nowaday .
And , Victor Wee ; Sarang Heyo .

2009-11-11T06:18:00.000-08:00

Nothing was made just for me alone .
Nothing that truly belongs to me .
I feel like crying today , but tears just won't come out .
The feeling was so uncomfortable :/
I swear i hate this kind of feeling .
I was sure that i wasn't in mood for everything .
Even till now , i hate this .
Everyone have something that belongs fully to themselves .
Why doesn't I have one too ?
After all , life isn't as easy as what i thought .
Nothing goes for me , bet so .
Things are repeating and repeating .
All the bad things !
Why aren't good things surround me ?

And , happy birthday to Peifang & Hongkiap ! :DDD

2009-11-10T06:54:00.000-08:00

Suddenly have the urge to study hard , but it came too late .

Went to watch Jarren , Jolene and Violet's match .
Then mac and we crapped there .
Went to CC to see if V is there , but he wasn't .
Decided to go off , and saw 65 .
Ran for it , but missed it .
Saw V , running too .
Then chat awhile at busstop jiu home sweet home le.

And , I got used to current lifestyle , and you two please don't come into it .

TeamManjusri , left less than two months for us to train .
Lets train hard for next year .

I just hope my N's will pass with flying colours .

2009-11-07T09:53:00.000-08:00

Guess I won't be having so much time to post blog like usual .
I found job , and than i won't be go training for that often .
I was struggling between Basketball/job .
I ask teacher about it , she say up to me .
So i decided to take up the job but also going to training every Saturdays .
And i promise i will still train my basketball after i finish my work .
I am afraid i don't have enough time to train for next year ( if i can pass :/)
Sorry to teamManjusri that i won't be going to trainings that often .

2009-11-03T06:35:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow i going back training (:

If you think you look cool/cute when you do all these , i can tell you that it's yuck .
Looking like an idiot/clown , you think like that cute ah .
If you still think so , then i got speechless .
I really treat you as nothing , at no matter what time .
Stop trying to act like a important person in front of me , i don't need that .
I simply don't know what you trying to show , and i also don't feel like knowing .
I just don't have any feelings/comments to this issue .
You can continue to be important , and i won't care .
Everyone see you as a clown .
Who really cares ?

I'm happy and joyful when you .

2009-11-01T08:40:00.000-08:00

I don't know what you want , and i know it is not worthy to bother .

As for you , i got tired till i am speechless about you .
I can't imagine how many dislikes you .
You change like fucking fast till i don't know how to react , you know .
All these look so like dream .
No matter how much i was hoping it was a dream , it just won't go back like our past .
i didn't ask for much , just like the past .
I tend to disagree with others , but i realised what they said were all the truths .
How i silly of me when it came to you in the past .
Our past was happy , current is anger .
I can barely measure how much the anger is , because it is always changing .
I try to walk away , not escaping from it .
You like to do things as you like , i won't bother anymore .
You are you , you are you in your own world .
I am speechless .

2009-10-31T23:42:00.000-07:00

I am bored and shall post a damn long long post .
My N's level and O's maths have ended , lucky of me .
Hope there's wonderful results :>
My ankle is feeling better , thanks for those who concerns .
Holidays have started , that means Fun is coming but also means Boredom is reaching .
Recently feel very bored , nothing much to do .
Everyday is either sit in front of the computer's screen or tv's screen , life so bored .
And guess what i am not going to Qingdao le , due to personal reasons .
I want to go shopping , window shopping also can .
I miss Baby , one week only can see him once .
But really no choice , he has to work .
Thanks for accompanying me yesterday okay .
I love you !

I know that is always a window that is open for me in the dark room .

2009-10-30T07:06:00.000-07:00

I guess i gonna miss training for two weeks , gonna miss like mad .
I injured my ankle and faint in school .
Luckily got teammates , they really care about me .
Didn't go school on Thurs , heard only got 10 boys go .
Finally can stop studying and mugging le , just wait for results .
Friends , let go have fun !
I MISS BABY ALOT !
ONE WEEK NEVER SEE HIM LE .
HOPE CAN SEE BABY THIS WEEKEND .
I WANT TO SEE BABY !
BABY , I WANT TO SEE YOU !
Shall end here , post tomorrow .

2009-10-19T07:54:00.000-07:00

Regret that i didn't went for the team outing , bet I miss lots of fun :/
Anyways , HAPPY 21 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY WITH BABY !
Although anniversary , but he have to work so never meet .
Nevermind , meeting him on Saturday .
Weilin , i want go bowling again !

Since you left me , i wanted to stop smiling , stop being so cheerful .
It was like that till all my beloveds came to support me .
They told me you doesn't worth that much , i believed .
They treat me better than how you treated me .
They love me more than you .
They never throw me aside like how you did to me .
They treat me like treasure and you treat me like shit .
I hate the you that never know my feelings .
I tried not to hate you , but i can't tolerate your actions .
Till now , i do miss our happy moments .
Why did these happens , can everything be take back ?
Can you know how i feel , can i ?
I don't know what am i doing .
I want you back , i want you to go .
I know you won't be back , i know it .
I just hope everything goes back , i am hoping like an idiot .
But no one cares , you don't care .
I am going to be mad , going soon .
How i wish you knows everything , then i don't to suffer .
How can you throw away all your friendship with me and leave me alone .
Can you take me back with you like the past , when we joke together ?
I might be cheerful on the outside but damn hurt on inside , you know it ?
Friend , come back to me please .

2009-10-17T08:46:00.000-07:00

Went Sentosa then to Bugis for watches with my beloved .
Buying that particular watch was damn troublesome .
Thanks baby for running here and there for my troublesome watch .
I swear i love you a lot !

Baby isn't like himself these few days :/
Quite short-tempered :(
Hope it will be better the next time i see you .

I am speechless when it came to you .

2009-10-16T08:27:00.000-07:00

Joy to sadness , lead to hatred .
I can't imagine what happened to us , i don't know why i hate you so much .
Never wanted you to leave my life in the past , but now i hope so .
You never care about my feelings , my thoughts and i shouldn't have thought for yours .
You started everything , but treat as nothing happened .
I can't believe , where did our memories goes ?
Am i stupid enough to think that i am really the one that you will approach when you feel sad ?
Now then i realized the person wasn't me .
I try my best to pretend that you are out of me life , but it don't work .
Memories are all around me .
Everywhere were our memories . Not matter they were happy or sad ones ,
They were all around my mind , always in .
But i doubt you sense anything .
You are satisfied with your current life , ignoring others .
Don't worry , i found my true friends after you did all this to me .
I am like a ball to you , here and there as you like .
This aren't what i want but i have no other choice .
Sometime i recall our memories , but i try not to .
Memories might be good but the better the memories were , tears tends to drop more easily .
I already know that writing these doesn't result anything , but i got no one to say to .
How i hope you know these .
I told myself that you are out of my life , and i try to mean it .

This kind of friendship aren't forever .

2009-10-14T08:44:00.000-07:00

I miss you alot , but no choice .
You told me you cried , but i don't know the reason .
I know you won't get used to you , but baby no choice .
Heart damn pain to see you in this situation , i swear .
Baby , just no matter when , when you feel like crying , think of two months later .
Sentosa trip coming , so long never go le .
Finally i got have the chance to relax .
Training will start officially for me next week , can see me team Manjusri again .
I love and miss them alot .
Friday graduation day , not that looking forward .

We were once very good friends , but you was the one who took away the trust i have in you .
We used to joke and do nonsense together , but it isn't the same now .
Friends around change now and then , no forever .
In the past , we have happiness , joy and trust .
But now , we have nothing , completely nothing .
You will feel nothing about it , but it cut deep in my heart , leading to unhappiness .
I wish you tried to want back me , but you never .
Outsiders around could know what is changing , that hurt me more .
When they don't even know what had happened , they know what's in my mind .
Wasn't it lucky when you abandon me and i have my TeamMjr , family and Baby .
If it wasn't for those , i would already gave up on everything .
You took away everything that you gave me , left me nothing .
At last , my family , Baby , TeamMjr and my true friends showed me a way out .
I bet this was a test for our friendship and it prove everything .
It gave me result that was shock .
Now , after all , i lose something but gain other things .
I won't regret , because i tried .
I never wish time travel back , as i am happy with what i have .

You might not noticed this , but that's the truth .

2009-10-13T07:48:00.000-07:00

Finally , my nightmare is gone .
Baby is working tomorrow , for two months .
Not going see him everyday , no choice :/
Lots of unhappiness , but i will keep them till he finish work .
Cheerful like usual .
I cannot see him like usual , so shag .
Nevermind , this period of time i will train and smart for my basketball .
Baby , work hard !

I hope there is a wishing lamp ,
and i will make a wish .

2009-09-25T21:49:00.000-07:00

Damn a lot of things happening in my school life .
Unhappy things :(
Shag and troubled over things .
Night study during this week , perhaps till my N' and O' math ends .
Activities during this week ; Eldon's BBQ , revise with baby at mac , study with sihui and weilin at mos and lastly mid-autumn in school .
I want my N' to end faster !

2009-09-18T00:43:00.000-07:00

I did not study for the whole week .
Suddenly feel shag :/
Miss trainings , but i guess i go back also no use . (No difference !)
My aim is to pass N' .
Studies is stress , nothing gets into my mind .
Yesterday played basketball during PE , skills dropped .
Gonna train hard ! :>

Shag now ! :<

2009-09-08T02:26:00.000-07:00

I guess friends to me are not forever now .
I don't know what is happening and even how to response .
What can i do !
I try to step out , to escape but that sure doesn't work .
Badmouth badmouth and badmouth !
Guess who can actually know how to prevent these .
No one except some know how deeply hurt i was .
Friends aren't forever .
Just to say , i hate people with badmouth me .

2009-09-04T09:31:00.000-07:00

Today was SS , SS and SS !
What i remember today was SBQ , SBQ and SBQ . :/
Times flies , N' level coming !
Got back report card , parents disiao-ing me . (But good ones ! :> )
Went with classmates to MP national library for SS , again :/
Studied and talk with ShengJun and Sihui , sure a lot of rubbish .
Felt hungry so Mac with the 2S .
Gossip while walking , gossip while eating :>
Say a lot of craps , guess we enjoyed .
Finish our meals , went to find Baby .
He cut his hair , like botak !
Bused home , then dinner and Shengsiong-ed .
Baby left my home and therefore i using computer .

Nowadays , crazy about soccer player and basketball players !
And and and of course my Baby !

2009-08-31T09:57:00.000-07:00

Guess what ,
i am missing Baby although he had just left my house :/
And my N level is coming soon :<

Baby , empty feelings no more .
What i need is not how near or how far .
No matter what distance , love still exists .
Giving you a happy relationship is all i could give you .
Not money or whatever .
I cried and felt better .
Love is just this , giving in and out .
I want you to be happy , not just now but forever .
Unhappy and empty hearts aren't going to find you .
And and and , happy go lucky !
I know i won't understand all you think , but maybe partly .
What i could say is , i really love you a lot .
And , your 'stress stress ' face look so cute ,
guess that why i love you so much .
Love is like life , sometime high and sometime low .
No one could predict , no one could escape .
Just like you and i in this world ,
brought together to solve these .
Baby , loving you is like in heaven .

Loving you is like being a millionaire . <:

2009-08-28T01:08:00.000-07:00

Got back my results ! :>
Not as bad as what i thought .
English ; 51
Chinese ; 71
Math ; P1 - 54/80
Science ; 62
Humanities ; 55
POA ; 60.5
First time that i got all subjects pass .
But this isn't what i want
My aim ;
EL ; 4
Math ; 3
MT ; 1 / 2
Combined Sci. ; 3
Combined Hum. ; 4
At least a 16 ! : >
Gonna study damn hard for it .
Now all i need to chiong is Social studies !
10 more days !

2009-08-21T23:16:00.000-07:00

Got part of my results .
No comments !
Guilty for Baby's result !
Hais , sorry .
Going for tuition .
16 days more .
Xueli , Jiayous !

2009-08-17T08:13:00.000-07:00

Just a small post before i go for my sweet dreams .
Prelims for my N's is finally over .
Left with Emaths , which is like 10 days later .
21 days to my N's , nothing go to my mind :/
Guess what , i saw the time 11.11 on my phone's clock !
Like so qiao uh , BB is missing me !
I guess so , he is now killing his brain cells for tmrw's paper .
Lucky for me , no school tmrw .
I miss BB , I love BB , i want BB now !
BB got in 2nd placing with his team during the tnet club on Sunday .
He played well , and i love him !

2 more days to our anniversary !
We got together like 19 months ,
and what i want to say is that ILOVEYOU !
Not just now , but forever .

2009-08-15T03:20:00.000-07:00

Watched G.I.JOE with Baby last night .
First i didn't want to watch , but the show was niceeee !
Geog and POA papers on Monday ,
got to do everything by today .
Baby tmrw got match , that's why .
Prelims ending soon , N's is starting .
23 days more ! :/
I want to pass my N's and promote Sec 5 .
And i love Victor Wee !<333333s

Victor Wee , my sweetest love !

2009-08-13T23:25:00.000-07:00

Left 2 more paper for my prelims .
Papers was , i don't know how to explain .
Left POA and Geog , study and study .
I wanted to watch "Where got ghosts" ,
but got consultation .
Decide to go consultation , so never go w/ juniors .
Sunday going baby's final for tnet club .
End here ! :)

2009-08-08T10:04:00.000-07:00

How can i just leave you peacefully ?
Maybe you don't even care , as you got all you need .
But definitely not me .
You really pissed me off .
I tried separated us with a gap , but it failed .
Causing me with a deeper scar .
As what it is known , you know nothing about this .
Trying to avoid you don't work too .
You might be important to me now but i guess not forever .
To me and also to you .
Friends should make me happy , not sad .
I have other friends that laugh with me , cry with me .
Losing you isn't like end of the world .
Letting things to go is what i am trying .

Letting go is what i want ,
now studies , Baby and basketball is most important .
But not you .

2009-08-08T09:53:00.000-07:00

070809 ; Friday .
Got our school national day celebration
As Yvonne said , not as fun as last year .
Perhaps because of the train we did , not that fun huh .
Managed to wear the same jersey as teammates .
Inter-class was no-comments :/
Concert was short !
I did a damn embarrassing thing lor .
Then back home , finish my transformers 1 and 2 .
Then Ponyo with Baby , so cute !
080809 ; Saturday .
Revise for Social Studies .
All the topics ! :/
I swear prelim killed lots of my brain cells .
I must pass my prelim !

I miss everything of team Manjusri !

2009-08-01T10:08:00.000-07:00

You left me alone , and no one cares .

I feel so hopeless when you first ever start this .
Nothing till now could stop the natural reaction .
It just happen like a cycle , a daily cycle .
No one could stop or even pause this thing .
I guess what we will now isn't like it just drop suddenly from the sky .
I guess giving up isn't what i want , isn't what i wish .
i just want everything to be fine , and nice .
This cause my heart to have a scar , a deep one .
Once a cheerful person to now , a person which only have sadness .
Maybe others would say it isn't fair and healthy for me , but i don't care .

Sexy , don't worry .
Not saying you , don't be guilty .

You left a cheerful person there ,
and now she became a emotion freak .

2009-07-31T08:14:00.000-07:00

Quite a fine day huh .
But before i got my toothache , which was damn painful and irritating .
Went home , use laptop .
Then accompany Bro go take phone , using my plan .
Cause i got my Viewty :/
I will stop changing my phone till next year .
That irritating toothache ! @#%$*&
Going mad soon , i drank four bottle of mineral water .
Like first time , refill and refill . Just to ease the pain :]
LOL !
5 more days to my 16th birthday !
Yahooooooo !

Teacher Ohyeah talks to me , gave me some words .
I guess giving up that friend isn't that easy .

Miss my teamManjusri now !
I want go back training laa !

2009-07-29T07:06:00.001-07:00

Dad bought me a laptop , as my birthday present !
Thanks Sexy for helping in installing everything that i need .
Today's oral was quite easy , no difficult word in the passage .
PE tmr , hooray !
4a girls are going to play either baseball or captainball .
Recently , lots of thing happen in our class .
N level coming , it's time to really study and study .

Sexy , iloveyou .
190108 <3333333s

2009-07-26T01:17:00.000-07:00

Change a new blogskin .
Thanks to Jiahui and Steffi .
And , sorry to bother you two .
Yesterday Sexy came my house .
He ride bike here , so can very late go home .
Told me his story about the match .
Heard he say , won with nice content during the match .
Dwight Howard uh ! LOL :/
Steamboat-ed and gaming .
We chit chat and text till 2 , i guess .
I love Sexy alot .
(Friday 24 July 2009)
Went to Sexy house after school .
Slack and watch TV .
In the end , nothing to do so we played idiot game .
Eg , ScissorsPaperStone .
Loser will have to be
- bite
- pinch
- tickle with key on the hand / hand at the armpits .
Lame right ? :/
But long time never so happy le .

End here .
Sexy ,
My love ; only you .

2009-07-19T04:41:00.000-07:00

Maybe she knows you more than I do .
Empty heart is what i have now , no one knows .
Today , one and half year anniversary !
Tired and uneasy .
Feeling numb , about everything .
Things isn't that easy .
There are damn lot of excuse you got have , but none is true .
Feeling aren't the same ,
I believe .

Missing you !
I finally experienced ; So close yet so far

2009-07-17T07:43:00.000-07:00

Wrote a long long letter for My SexyBaby for our anniversary ,
in the end ?
After i finish writing , i tear it .
Suddenly , my heart feels empty .
Maybe not empty but heavy .
Thinking of what it mean .
Trying to get over it , but i guess i couldn't .
Cake baking today , at Darren's house .
Cabbed back for NE Quiz , or should i call it a game .
It was completely fun ! Ha .
Bused with kaisheng and xinle , we crap around .
Stopped at Circuit road , take another bus .
Gonna study , prelim and N's coming .
Omg , damn fast !
Ahboon , buck up please ! :)
Sexybaby , buck up also .
No tuition tmr , happy or not .

I guess i saw something i shouldn't see .
Fear to hear that you say i don't believe you ,
never wanted you to say .
Silence is what i wanted to give .
Sexybaby , love you many many .
Strong relationship aren't easy to break ,
but i have fear .
Fear about everything ,
please let me forget everything .

Last of all ,
Sexybaby , love you many many . ♥♥♥

2009-07-12T06:25:00.000-07:00

Today's post was the 222nd post .

Yesterday 110709
Went for Wee t-net match .
Lose but still qualified , i think so .
At mac , Wee and me quarreled .
For a long time , i was damn angry .
In the end , he did something that make me damn touched .
That touching thingy , i will keep it to myself .

Today 120709
Was at home alone .
Went for a cut for my hair , no bangs anymore .
Dinner with my family , buy a lots of thing .
Including a new bolster .

Nice day !
And , i love you .

2009-07-08T04:04:00.000-07:00

My N level English Oral is over !

My baby ,
i love you .
After so long , no one had replaced you .,
You are still my dearest .
Kisses !

2009-07-06T04:16:00.000-07:00

Went out with 4A today ,
to catch a movie , Transformers !
The show was nice ,
all the robots are cool man !
TerenceKoh leaving for New York tomorrow le ,
wish him all the best there .

After so long ,
no one had replaced you .

2009-07-05T04:19:00.000-07:00

My blog rust , i swear .
Woke up at 6 for T-net extreme race :/
My teammates consist of Chengwei , HanSheng and Melvin .
They were fast runner , so fast man .
Didn't want talk about the result ,
feel so dulan .
But it's our fate .
Then take 66 back to Chuplao , took us 1 hour plus .
Go T-net for our Pizza , OceanCatch i think .
Shiok lor , 4 person eat only .
I miss Baby ♥ ♥ ♥

2009-06-21T07:09:00.000-07:00

Happy Fathers' Day , Dad !
This cake is cute right ?
Ha , going Sentosa with Winnie , Shen and Baby .
Sun-tanning , and swimming .
Hope we will have fun !

Missing every of TeamManjusri !
Including Coach !

2009-06-18T08:31:00.000-07:00

What a long day !
feel so down when you feel down .
i didn't know what had happened .
I just know that our relationship isn't like before .
Ya , you are right .
We are just beside each other ,
but yet the feeling we had is so far .
I don't know what make our relationship change .
I miss you alot .
You had control my feeling .
i feel down and sad !
Our relationship is so weak ,
can't prevent this kind of thing to happen .
I really love you ,
swear the feeling didn't fade .
But hope yours ,
is still the same .
Boy , i still love you .

2009-06-14T11:03:00.000-07:00

It's 2.03 now .
I haven't feel any tiredness .
Baby is happily outside with his friends .
:)
I suddenly had the feeling of being together with him when we just got together . The way that whenever i think of him , i am smiling . At every moment , my mind is always with him . I miss him alot !
I love you , baby !

2009-06-14T07:30:00.000-07:00

Boring day ! -.-
Spent my whole day at home .
Computer , homework , an d TV shows .
These thing kind of make me bored .
Didn't see my pineapple head today , hope i can tomorrow !
Togetherness ,
i know you are unhappy .
i guess there is nothing that can really make you happy now .
but remember this ,
team will always be there for you .
Remember ?
Togetherness represent each of us ,
we should help each other whenever she need us .
I know you are feeling very upset ,
but girl ,
cheerup okay !
I guess everyone will like to see your smiling face than your moodless face .
We love you okay !
Nothing is going to upset you if you are going tmr training ,
to see our teammates' cute face .
But i won't be there .
Girl , just smile more .

2009-06-12T09:00:00.000-07:00

Bored -.-
Not going for tmr the Round Robin .
Hais :(
Gonna miss all th fun that TeamManjusri is going to have .
There is a family gathering tmr morning .
And i shall go bed soon .
Good night .
Good people don't always have good ending !
Why i can't take my N's later .
I know what i am doing is avoiding !
but i don't want to be a failure !
I just want to live happily ,
like the past .
Rather than now ,
strucked in the middle .
Feeling so unwell ,
trying to avoid everything .
I want my happy life back ,
where my smile will always be there .

2009-06-12T03:23:00.000-07:00

Rotting at home the whole day .
Didn't see Baby .
Did my homework and watch Boys over flower .
Watch dao the very sad part , making the show more interesting for me .
I very bored ah !

2009-06-11T05:43:00.000-07:00

Rotting at home now -.-
Morning went for basketball training ,
match with Henderson sec :)
After training , i went Bugis with Violet , Chiahwee and Qingting .
Went foodcourt for our lunch then to Popular .
After that went Violet's house ,
play Wii then watch Boys Over Flower ,
Addicted liao ! :)
Must still must study !
Buck up for N level .
Every two days must do two paper !
AhBoonxuexue , Jiayous !
Baby now at mt house .
Baby , ily !
i just want you to stay by my side .
not to leave me alone .
be good to me :)
love , i really love you alot .
so , pls dont leave me .
although our past wasn't good ,
but i believe we have bright future .
ily , my silly boy ♥

2009-06-03T07:46:00.000-07:00

I just change a new Doraemon blogskin .
I swear it's cute .
Thanks to Gladys , for helping me make this !
Thankyou !
Went t Sakura with team , so fun .
Joking , gossiping , laughing and eating !
Left early to find Baby !
iloveyou , baby !
Shall get some photo from teammates t post !
byebye !

2009-05-31T00:09:00.000-07:00

Baby and me :)

It's suppose to be a serious shot -.-

Bro and I :D

Bro and I 2

Bro , Me , Baby :DD

Went wild wild wet with Baby , Bro , Winnie and Hansheng .
Crowded but fun :DDDD
We had lot of fun man .
We tried almost everything there , tiring lo .
We went chalet for dinner ,
then trained home with baby and bro !

2009-05-28T21:52:00.000-07:00

There's no school today ,
got a long sleep .
I guess what i care the most for is my sleep .
I won't be going out with my family ,
for the sake of Baby :)
I shall spend more time before this holiday starts ,
because BoonXueLi is going to study for this five months !
Sudden have the urge to play ball ,
but no one can join me .
Will be having PTI later ,
didn't want to care .
I miss Baby very much ,
I want to meet him
Guess there will no more Maple for me ,
Study , study and still study !

I promise not to be sensitive ,
but i broke it .
I just couldn't forgive and forget .
Perhaps because I love you ,
you will feel that it's is excuse .
Sorry , but i still love you !

2009-05-24T00:52:00.000-07:00

Sort of missing my basketball training ! :/
Miss
the way we gossip during break time ,
the way we play 5on5 ,
the way we show our 'black faces' tgr ,
the way we disturb each other ,
the way we laugh at coach ,
the way we peek on each other in the toilet ,
the way we laugh and joke ,
the way we cheat during warm-up running ,
the way we spent during our EastZone B'div ,
the way we give each other names ,
the way we laugh at each others mistake .
Only during Nov holidays , i could join back for training .
I swear i miss trainings alot .
I miss TeamManjusri !
miss our sentosa trip ,
Our Yuki Yaki meal ,
Our fish spa !
I miss
Mei Qi ,
Celestine ,
Chia Hwee ,
Steffi ,
Qing Ting ,
Hui Qing ,
Yvonne ,
Yue Ning ,
Rayna ,
Su hiang ,
Peiling !

I love TeamManjusri !

2009-05-18T23:30:00.000-07:00

Why should i be happy when only you are happy ?
I can't stay happy without you .
But i feel that whenever i am not with you , you will be very happy .
You won't smile the whole day when you are with me .
Whenever you want a smile from me , it will be there .
Nothing make me laugh when there isn't you .
You say you don't know why i am still jealous .
Maybe you feel that i didn't trust you ,
but that isn't the reason .
I can't explain the feeling i had .
But i guess when the day come where i don't feel jealous ,
our relationship will come to an end .
You control my feelings ,
here and there as you like .
You release them only when you feel happy ,
but kept them tightly when you feel unhappy .
I guess i didn't control yours that much like before .
You said it was my fault , i admitted .
Life isn't like before , like how i want it to be .
Look and think how much our life had changed .

2009-05-15T22:03:00.001-07:00

Finish all my exams !
Guess there is some that is sure fail -.-
MUST BUCK UP LE !
N's is coming !
I want promote to Sec 5 !

I am deeply in love with you !
I couldn't afford to lose you .
Not even for awhile .

You're important , so is my studies and yours too .
We shall together study hard ! :)
Victor Wee , jiayous jiayous Jiayous!

2009-05-03T06:46:00.000-07:00

Huge Victor , Small Xueli :)

Look what Victor Wee is doing !

Rocker !

Group of the day ! :) The failed 'cupcake makers'

He was trying to slap me , but he failed to do so !

Once Victor's , always Victor's !

Meet baby , took 23 to Junfang house .
Went to buy my concession while waiting for Junfang to meet us .
Meet her and wait for Darren .
Went Shengsiong for our ingredients .
Headed to Junfang .
I can say we were so unlucky !
The big and new oven was spoilt !
The fused was burned or what !
Even our Victor couldn't fix it .
We decided to use a smaller and older one .
Don't know what happened ,
the old oven dropped on the floor .
And guess what !
It wasn't the original shape .
We were laughing like mad .
Luckily , the oven could still be use .
But most of our cupcake were burned .
But i swear , they were nice .
But i don't think we four can be a baker man .
The bakery were either with burned fuse ,
or broken equipment .
Failed to be cupcake makers !
We then headed t Mac , eat till mad .
Then home sweet home with Baby .

And , and , and !
Junfang , i didn't post your UNGLAM photo .
It's still in my phone ! :)

2009-04-30T05:09:00.000-07:00

I kinda of thinking of some people now !
Victor
Jiahui
Yvonne (sorry that i couldn't put white )
Violet
Winnie

Yesterday ,
got one relief teacher let us see a show call 'dragonzakura'.
The show nice lor !
I want watch !

2009-04-25T05:57:00.000-07:00

I hate this damn fucking Saturday !

2009-04-23T03:26:00.000-07:00

I have learn t be strong no matter in what !
Isn't these what you want ?
No more tears ! :)

This few days , tiring days .
Really can't take it .
Cried and cried !
Accuse here and there .
Nothing that can really make me show my laughter .
we almost end it , just because of (x) .
But we won't end so easily even if you want .
This path we choose may not be easy , but i won't lose .
What you said about me , i won't forget .
I won't say anything .
Even if i am accused .
You say you are tired about it , isn't I too ?
trying hard to maintain , and did you understand ?
Now that we peace already , i don't want to think le .

Victor is mine !
Even if anyone like him , i believe he won't change his mind th .
Want snatch also can't th lor .
Even if you want to try some ways to get to his side ,
that no way .
After the 15 months , he only belong to me !
Our relationship won't be ruined so easily .
Still don't say by a little person that he don't even like .
Although he abit gong gong liddat ,
but he know which path to choose .
So , Victor Wee will only be my forever !
If you want to snatch , think you better twice ,
ohno , should be thrice !

2009-04-19T04:13:00.000-07:00

A boring Sunday with nowhere t go .

For my Bodyguard ;
Who is taking his leave today -.-
We have been together for like 16 months .
I am so honored t be with you .
We are sweet sometime but cold also .
What that happened few days ago should fade away after what i do yesterday .
I just love the feeling whenever you are with me .
When you smile , when you laugh .
What we want it is just together forever .
Working together to fulfil our dream .
I love you and that what i want .
Treat me better how you treat your girls last time .
Because i know you love me more ! (Quite bhb :P)
190108 ; the day that we set the goal for our love life .
My bodyguard ! :)

2009-04-16T06:34:00.000-07:00

I love my seven rainbow rangers !

Tmr i am going for a hair cut . Guess with Yvonne ! :)

2009-04-09T07:24:00.000-07:00

To whoever it concern .
You aren"t th one i knew anymore .Ya , i admit we were very close besties . But now , i can't read your mind anymore . I can't understand what you trying t do . Maybe it is funny , and you can continue laughing . And you trying doing for life , that won't help . We won't be that close . and that is the end .

2009-03-30T07:04:00.000-07:00

What is love ?
I guess this is a question everyone wants t know .
I feel no matter how sweet can the relationship be , there's always a end to it .
I dare not think cause i am afraid .

A nice person might not have a nice ending ,
and a bad person get the nice ending .
They take it for granted and never changed ,
the nice person is also too nice .
This is the real world .

2009-03-27T04:10:00.000-07:00

Kinda feel like truly love someone wasn't as happy .
Was lying on my bed , close my eyes ...
I recall some happy and unforgettable with team and sisters .
Have a sudden urge of crying , just hoping time can reverse .
To the silly love period or back to those team joking period .
The way spending our training lunch break in a silly way was unforgettable .
Maybe it is kinda silly , but at least i am happy and that moment .
Better than now ?!
Two day emo-ing , three day crying .
Boy , you should know my temper and attitude .
I is not don't want to show it , is i am scared t lose you .
Have you ever afraid to lose me ? lose me forever ,
Days with sadness every moment , i don't want .
I can't tolerate that .
Have you try it ?
You might find it that you treat me well , more than how other people treat me ,
Do you want t try it yourself .
I really feel that i want to stop it , but you think i can ?
You always say you have problems , doesn't i have too .
If you think that is fine , then forget about what i said .
Cause i really can't take it anymore .

2009-03-12T04:41:00.000-07:00

Taking a photo with Coach Sham
Ashraf ; Me ; Junfang .
Kenny ; Junfang ; Ashraf ; Me
Just came back from my camp .
Adam Khoo Motivational Camp .
Fun but tiring -.-
My Team - Alfa ; Alpha
Coaches - Kenny and Ashraf
I love this team !
Some photos :D

2009-03-06T05:43:00.000-08:00

A Sentosa trip with TeanManjusri .
I love them to the core !
We're kind of more and more united now !
I love the feeling .
Keep taking photos ,
and all photos so sexy .
Guys , i post my blog le hor .
Ahboyboy , don't emo hor .

Okay , shall continue with my New Moon .
Edward Cullen ! :D
He's damn cool .

Three person who ruined my Sentosa mood .
Really ruined them man .

I love TeamManjusri ! :D

2009-02-23T04:40:00.000-08:00

Hey , give a try . Maybe you will get a unexpected answer , or the answer that you want .
Not trying t give you false hope . But just show her your sincere ! Jiayous .

Just any how post ba . cause long time never post le .

2009-02-09T05:21:00.000-08:00

tmr ; match vs SAC !
TeamManjusri , must jiayous hor .

I love my MR. Victor Wee CS .
MR = Mentally Retard :]
Joking only laa .
He posted a video for me , now is a turn for me to return back .

Saturday's outing with the Ye's was fun , should i say funny ?!
The song they sang for me was funny .. and also touching !
Thanks , and i love you all .

Sunday's outing with Baby , Peiyi , Chengwei , Shuyi , Eileen , Zann , Hongwei , Hansheng & three other who i am not sure their names or how t spell was fun .
We went t Astons t celebrate Chengwei th birthday .
Talk and craps in the restaurant .
At first it was quite weird maa .
Because all study Macpherson , except me in Manjusri .
But slowly when we talks , i start t join in .

I have a happy weekend !

2009-02-03T04:01:00.000-08:00

I got a bad fall just two day before my important match !

Girls ,
We always tell ourselves or other that we are united .
Actually we are not that united , or should say not that united .
T,O,G,E,T,H,E,R,N,E,S and S form TOGETHERNESS .
Each letter represents each of us .
What does it mean ?
It mean without a single of us , that isn't TOGETHERNESS .
So let show everyone that we are more united than what they think .
Not only the outer appearance of us say so ,
but also our minds and actions .
Last ,
I love you , my eleven darlings !

2009-01-31T08:10:00.000-08:00

It's 12.10 in the night .
For me , (this kind of sleeping pig)
should be having a good night sleep .
And yet -.-
I'm waiting from just a call from Victor Wee .
Since about 5 days ago ,
i have waiting for his calls till very late . ( Almost everyday)
Even though there is school the next day .
Guess this is fated .
I miss the times when we stead for the first 6 months .
You know why ? -,-
Cause it's Peace and Harmony .

Love ; Victor Wee CS .

2009-01-30T06:25:00.000-08:00

Match lost , but we fight till the end as a team !

Injured during the match , can say the most serious -.-
1st and 2nd quarter - i let my team down .
But teammates ,
really proud of you !
We really did fight till the end .
And for those who came forward when i fall ,
thanks lot :D

Score : 25-46 .
We fight until the end .
For next match , we got to do our best .
Remember for Su Hiang !

I feel so LUCKY to have Victor Wee as my boyf .

I love TeamManjusri and Victor Wee CS !

2009-01-24T07:15:00.000-08:00

Everything seems t be my faults ,
and you all can just excuses t push them away .
Nothing seems t be correct for me .
I just don't know what t do .
Maybe you all don't know ,
but you all are my most love ones .
Yet ,
you all are hurting me .
Even if i really hurt you ,
did i really mean it ?
I really don't know whad t say anymore .

2009-01-23T06:22:00.000-08:00

Won the first two matches :)
first match ; 56-15
second match ; 45-22

Every time you are not at my sight , i just feel like crying . And i anyhow think le . Why is this happening ? Feel so uncomfortable +.+ Tears in my eyes but it just can't roll down my cheeks .
I really miss you . I really love you , and this is forever .Will our relationship change ?
I hope not , because i can't afford t lose you . I promise you and myself t be strong and not t cry . This one year , happiness and sadness we shared ! Heart feel so empty . I really don't know what to do . I really miss you .

2009-01-11T02:57:00.000-08:00

Never meet Baby today .
Miss him like hell !
Tmr is our first match ,
TeamManjusri ,
lets play our match !
Baby also got match tmr .
Must jiayous !
I miss Baby !

2009-01-09T05:34:00.001-08:00

A Huge Tigger What I Hope To Have !

I saw that tigger long time ago !

2009-01-03T05:25:00.000-08:00

Comments about me is accepted :]
No matter what kind of comments ,
as long as TeamManjusri and my loves one believes me .
Everything is solved le ! :]

2009-01-02T06:17:00.000-08:00

I listened to whatever you all said , but who actually listen to mine .
Now , i don't even know who understand me .
Things about me , i accepted .
But who accepted what i say .
Sad in my heart , but i didn't show it out .
Being together for so long , didn't know i will so heart broke .
Didn't expected all these things t happen , but it is happening now .
It never rains but it pours .
I just can't cope those painful things once and once hurting my heart .
Can't you all just let me go ?
Or someone just listened to what i said ?

2008-12-30T07:42:00.000-08:00

Our love is stable ,

as stable as it's shown .

Our feelings and love ;

weren't weak like the past .

Nothing can break our love :]

2008-12-28T08:25:00.000-08:00

Sunday today ,
but BB pei me till late at night .
today meet BB and chengweii they all go Eunos cc play basketball .
Till eight plus then we go eat dinner .
Ate KFC again -.-
[i just ate it in the zoo ytd !]
Then home sweet home :]]

2008-12-09T05:55:00.000-08:00

Baby went for chalet le . Since 3 , he have not been contacting me . I really very sian . Don't want why , i suddenly feel like crying . Just tears in my eyes now , not going to roll down . I miss him alot at this moment . Guess he is having fun , but sure i am not . Just hope he have fun and quickly contact me :) Guess he is going to ton tonight . Hope he can sleep longer tomorrow . So should be after my training during evening then meet him ba . Nevermond . BABY , have fun ! :)

2008-12-07T06:20:00.000-08:00

I have a sudden urge to see Baby . But i know he can't . Not blaming you , my dear boy . So fast ah , 42 days more is me and ah wee's one year . He's getting very very naggy nowaday . Don't know why . think cause he care for me . Baby is the only want taht last with me to almost one year . He's is my Mr. Right .

Message for Baby ;
Boy , thanks and sorry for crying for me . SORRY . Thanks for being with me for the ten month . You're my everything . Nothing can't replaced you . Baby , you're the best man . Never gonna leave you . Wee, i scare i evryday like that treat you , one day you will cannot ren then leave me . Will you ? Scare scare . You are the best stead of mine . No one can be compared w you man . You are my champion ! Love . Wee , we two still have many many years to go . Don't forget our Black and White hor . 8 years hor ! Thanks for your everything . Hope we have lesser quarrel . More hughug , more kiss kiss . Love you ! :)

I love you like no one does .
No one can have you , except me .

2008-12-02T07:11:00.001-08:00

I am just sad . Seeing you guving a sad face no matter at whad moment . Just unhappy . And i am not a girl that stead with you cause of MONEY . I just love you k .

2008-11-16T20:34:00.000-08:00

My darl sucks !
Posted and i shall end here !

2008-11-04T05:34:00.000-08:00

baby came back from camodia le , yet i am going off . Just he could enjoy himself in s'pore ! Take care .

2008-10-20T04:27:00.000-07:00

Just within one day plus , i can show how much i miss Baby lor . I cried while having breaks at the hair dressing skul . It might be so silly , but i just baby lot lor . He really mean a lot to me . Baby , I just can keep the promise of not crying while you are away . I just can get used to you not being with me . Guess while i am posting this thing , my taers are going to roll down . Just hope Baby could come back earlier , although it is just fat hope . Although thank Ahh fang Darling to comfront me when i am crying lor . Thanks ! But after all , when i start thinking of Baby , i just starts crying and crying . What could i do other than crying .Missing him like hell , just like how he miss me but sending me some texts . I could bear to send him off at the airport but i didn't want him to see me crying and he start to cry , so .. sorry to lied to that i could beaar to see you leaving . I hope he could take care of himself . Baby should get surprised when he saw me at the airport on th 26th . HAHAHA . I mean of my hair .
Love, i miss you badly .

2008-10-18T23:43:00.000-07:00

Almost half day since i see baby . Guess i miss him a lot . (Obviously yes .) Just can't bear t leave him for the entire week . I am too dependent on Baobei le . I just can't do anything except crying and missing him . I was like feel that it is just a half day , can't imagine if it is th 4th day ? ( Guess my eyes will be swollen like goldfish .) But just miss him , like hell ? Hope he won't cry ba , so scare if he cry . But my baobei is big boy le , think won't cry ba . But i still small girl , think will cry like hell ? Hais . Whenever i see his photos , tears starts t rolls down . A tough seven days ! Baobei , faster come back k . Don't throw your Deardear in S'pore alone . Ha :D

Celebrate our 9th month anniversary in advance yesterday because of Baobei's Cambodia trip . He msg me le , about 10 plus when he reach . Was still sleeping at Winnie's house sleeping when he msg me . Because don't want Baobei to she bu de me , so at airport , i didn't cry k . At least Baobei give me two farewell hug lor . Thanks baobei . Guess yesterday was the most happy anniversary i had with Baobei . HA :D We just din't spent money on other thing except makan makan and still makan !

Baobei ,
I know you couldn't see this post at this moment when i post this . But just want you to come and view this , whne you come back from where you are now . I miss you like hell ! And i promise feeling won't fade that esily during your trip to Cambodia . Although you at there chi ku , i at s'pore also won't be very happy th . Because there is no colour excpt white and black in my life w/o you . Must take care hor . You this da shao ye go there chi ku sure not used to it th , but just ren for this 7 days and i will be there to spoilt and dote you k .

Love , missing you badly .

2008-10-18T14:32:00.000-07:00

Baby board plane liao . Hais . So sad . Wanna cry le ! But i know he will take care himself th . Must wait till next sunday cai can see him le . No mood to post le . take care !

2008-10-11T21:30:00.000-07:00

Guess my Sweetheart is now in his LALALAND . Missing him like hell . HAHAHA . Just going do things first before he get awake . Worried him for almost a month just because of the flyer thingy . My poor darling ! And , i think i say something that make him angry this morning . But didn't know which words . Sorry Sweetheart ! Just 1 more week , and Sweetheart is leaving me for Cambodia . Hope he willbe good there . Although miss him like hell if he go , but didn't want to tell him .

Words for Sweeeeetheart ;

Darl , will be missing you like hell the lor . Will be there at airport when you are boarding the plane . Don't matter how early it is . Just don't cry when you leave k . Just remember that your deardear is in Singapore waiting for you to come back and find her .

Loves , Xueli .

Baby , don't cry when you see these photo :DD

2008-10-11T20:34:00.000-07:00

Saw this quiz on gladys' blog , decided t do .

Seven things that scare me,
1. Cockroaches!
2. Darkness .
3. Walking home alone at night .
4. Herbal tea.
5. Horror movies .
6. A big horn when i am crossing a road .
7. A loud noise from don't know where when i am gg t sleep .

Seven things/people I L♥VE most,
1. Sweetheart ♥♥
2. Family .♥
3. The girlfriends.♥
4. My phone .
5. Besties .
6. 2d'07
7. $$$

Seven important things in my room,
1. TV
2. Air-conditioner.
3. Bed
4. My couple tortoise that he have one too .
5. Pillows
6. Computer
7. My small pillow .

Seven facts about me,
1. Hyper !
2. Bad temper .
3. Talk like a loudspeaker .
4. Cheerful .
5. Lazy
6. Crazy+Silly
7. Big Bully .

Seven things I plan to do before I die,
1. Marry Victor Wee :P
2. Go Paris for honeymoon .
3. Shopping with th Ye's .
4. More time for Family .
5. Flyer w/ Sweetheart .
6. Tour round earth .
7. No worries .

Seven things I can do,
1. I can play basketball.
2. I can sleep.
3. I can eat.
4. I can get hyper .
5. I can love my Sweetheart .
6. I can laugh .
7. I can zilian .

Seven things I can't do,
1. Can't fly
2. Walk to moon .
3. Dunk .
3 . Stop loving Sweetheart .
4. Stop loving the Ye's .
5. Stop loving my Besties .
6.-
7.-

Seven things that I say most,
1. cb lar .
2. LOL .
3. Nb .
4. I love Victor Wee .
5. Sian ah .
6. I want zilian liao .
7. I want play basketball .

Seven songs that I've been listening to recently,
1. Nan ren KTV .
2. Superman .
3. Don't matter .
4. The day you went away .
5. Zi shao wo zuo de bi ni zhao .
6. Jenny
7. Ni zuo tiao qiao , wo zuo di xia dao .

Seven movies I've recently watched,
1. House Bunny
2. -
3. -
4. -
5. -
6. -
7. -

7 favourite artists/actors/actresses,
1. Daren Tan
2. He Jun Xiang .
3. Luo Zhi Xiang .
4. Fated t love you th Xiao Tian .
5. Akon
6. Felicia Chin
7. Hot Shot's Dong Fang Xiang .

Tag seven people to do this quiz,
1. ♥ Anyone
2. ♥ Anyone
3. ♥ Anyone
4. ♥ Anyone
5. ♥ Anyone
6. ♥ Anyone
7. ♥ Anyone

2008-09-23T04:23:00.000-07:00

BOY , I LOVE YOU !
Should i say i am jealous ? But we are sweet enough . But i can some couple having thing that we won't have . Why ? Some boys could actually do some unique/special things for their stead . That really surprise their stead . Feel so jealous . Why are thing going opposite way for us . Seeing boys' blog , almost everyday also got their stead th things , but mine lei ? Alway don't have . Hais . I think should think about something to maintain this relationship .

[edited]
A changed Xueli .
Why aren't you with me when i feeling upset ? Or issit my fault ? I am not the same as the one you know . You will know in the future . A different Xueli .

Does happiness always come and go in only a short moment ?

2008-09-17T05:40:00.000-07:00

Finally know is the true meaning of Love . As in true love . True love is not what i think in the past like letting he be mine . This is a love that my partner will want . True love is to let him what ever he like . It is that not to let him be angry/sad , but to let him be happy , alway . It is that even minor thing , when i see him cry , my heart ache . It is that i am worrying about him , every moment . It is that before doing everything/anything , what come into my mind him . i want my partner to be happy . maybe i know what exactly is true love . But i know how to explain , but not do . Told myself that i wont want to see you sad/angry , but i am the person who is hurting you . Finding a person who truly love someone , isnt that easy . But just hoping if i could . Our life isnt like last time , not that happy . But things can change but not the my feeling/love for you . I love you , so i wont want to see you being hurt . To my dearest boy , Victor .

Everything in the world changes , but not my feeling for you . ♥♥♥♥♥